Life.

I think it's quite long time i didn't blog here.

Let's talk about what's happening recently.

End of my certificate life,

but I've got 4 more subject to resit so i can't continue my diploma like others,

i have to clear all my subjects i just can continue.

At the beginning,

i was very afraid of letting my parents know about this,

but i still bring up my courage and send message to my parents,

while i was typing the message,

i can feel my tears  in my eyes,

I WAS AFRAID.

Afraid of my parents will scold me,

disappointing,

give up.

But what i get was the opposite side of what i think,

they send me message and called me,

but it's just forgive and support,

it's hard to explain how i feel when they forgive me,

i do appreciate that damn a lot,

and so i promise myself i have to study hard next time and never let them dissapointed again.

Had a really bad nightmare just now,

that's why i'm here typing all this to release so that i could sleep back again.

A dream that telling me he is going to leave me someday?

I'm not sure but i can truly feel like it's real and it's going to happen soon. 

In that time, 

a really strange feel came up into my mind,

I feel afraid,

afraid of losing him, someday.

Good Night & Morning,

that's all for today :)

Label: Nightmare sucks!

Jacey