Recently

About my life.

I'm tired with my life now,

School life and relationship?

Let's talk about my school life 1st.

Always being alone when I'm in class or break time.

Start get used to it, 

maybe i really can't join anyone of them anymore.
Because of someone and something that happened to me last time?

I don't know.
My heart was warning me all the time that i can't trust anyone anymore.

I really can't get through it.

It's hard for me to trust someone after SOMEONE ;((

Can someone tell me how to get through it?

Hopeless ;((

Next,let's talk about relationship.
Recently have some relation problem,

I can't really understand what happened to the,

what makes them fall for me,

am i really that good?

No, I'm not. I knew that.

Someone asked me a question,

am i really going to be single forever?

I answered him,

Maybe, cause I'm not good enough.
Yeah! I admit that I'm  really not good enough.

So that i won't and i can't accept anyone of them. 

What should i do :((

Anyway, I'm going to be a drunk cat tonight,

although tomorrow got mid term ;D

That's all for today ((:

By Jc