偷偷隐藏的心情

都不知道多久没有在这里留下我的心情了..
今天不知道为什么眼泪不自觉的流，想停也停不了..
多希望有个人能够了解我的心情..
很多事情都不是在自己的掌控之中..
从新开始的感觉真的真的让我感觉很难受..
经营了那么久，放了那么多心思，一点一滴都是一手一脚慢慢做起来..
但是到最后还是抵不过命运的安排，只能选择放弃..
心里真的很难受.. 但是又有谁能明白..
半年里发生了好多事..
告诉自己没事，一定可以撑过去的..
但是还是发现原来我没有想象中坚强，每次不自觉的哭，不自觉的心情烂到极点..
我到底该怎么做？有谁可以告诉我..
真的很累很累.. 

外婆.. 我想你了..
多希望你可以摸摸我的头告诉我没事的..
告诉我就算伤心我还有你..
就算我哭了还会抱抱我..
我真的很想你..




洁夕

Heart Break

Maybe we just not suitable to each other.

I'm tired of get the breaking pieces back together over and over again.

You're not romantic.

You never buy me birthday present on my birthday.

You never celebrate Valentine's day with me.

You never celebrate our anniversary with me.

Alright, you did buy me a small graduate teddy flower for me on our anniversary,

but it's after you went out with your friend one whole day and only you gave me that after you came back,

I'm home alone for whole day.

Fine, forget it.

All I need is just a lil bit care from you,

is that really hard for you?

Just spend a lil bit more time with me,

is that really hard for you?

Why you just can't do it for me?

You say you love me, so prove it. 
You care about money more than care about me.

I don't need your money.

All I need is want you to come home before I sleep and don't come home late,

call me when you're free not only when you got something need to ask me,

a simply IMY message from you when you're free,

bring me out have dinner when you got off day but not when I ask for,
take the first step when we fight, even if I'm wrong,
that's all I need.

Do you ever realize how long we never hang out together?

Only me and you? 

Count it, by month.

I admit that I've got a very bad temper,
but i did change because of you, I did.
But you'll never ever get to know.

Everything I do meant nothing for you.

Giving too much also hurting me so much.

I know I shouldn't ask too much from you,
forget it.

Label: Stay away as far as you can when people don't want you to stay.

Jc